I'm back to trying to get in my one blog per day. So far so good, but it's only day two. That's one day closer to seeing my husband again though.
Lately I have had so many people tell me they dont know how I am handling all that I am, how I'm not breaking down. They want to know how I manage to keep picking myself back up and dusting myself off...It's just what I do. I don't need to lay in the floor and drown in self pity. If I start to feel that way, I just find something to make me mad. Then the fire consumes me and I fight with everything I have. I was not born weak, nor was I raised to be weak.
I don't think my problems are any more difficult than the next person's either. Everyone fights with their own demons. Some are bigger than others in the grand scheme of things, but no matter the size in reality, it may seem 10 times bigger to the person dealing with it. Never undermine someone else's struggles. This isn't Mario, we aren't all trying to get the 1up.
I should be doing my homework right now, but instead I am sitting on my couch, half asleep, blogging about nothingness again. I have so much built up inside of me right now that I could easily turn this one blog into a novela, but I will keep it semi-short and not so sweet. Holy crap batman, I haven't dropped any f-bombs yet! Fuck. Ok, that's better.
This chick has a birthday coming up soon! I'm thinking a weekend getaway and a lot of debauchery. Probably drunken debauchery, as it is the best kind to have. Hookers, cocaine, and monkeys. The hangover: Hailey edition. Ok, we can leave out the cocaine because I don't and wont do drugs. I prefer hugs. Yeah, I went there. Gay huh? Anyway, I suppose that I will take my leave again to work on...well who knows.
Pearl of wisdom for the day:
A positive attitude will not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.
Drunken Debauchery you say?!? Oh girl, count me in. But we can leave the cocaine and monkeys behind..Cocaine is bad and I'm askeered of monkeys..Hookers however.. are my friends.. and I love my friends!! THAT is my positive attitude for the day!
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