I am so thankful for my friends and family right now. Despite the fact that I have refused to answer my phone for my parents calling, I am grateful you guys called. I wasn't ready to let myself fall totally to pieces and I knew talking to you would make me.
I have been kept busy tonight by my friends Heidi and Kristina. K and I went to dinner and had a few laughs at someone else's expense. It was very interesting. H-bomb brought me over to her house to meet her bomb ass roommate and then we devoured large amounts of cookie dough and ice cream, but not cookie dough ice cream.
I'm home now though. I need to work on all my homework. First thing first though...I'm letting myself fall to pieces in a big way right now. I've earned it. I have stood strong through the packing and the goodbyes. I joked my way through the past week, even when most people would have thought I would fall apart. In your fucking face. I'm a lot stronger than you thought I am.
I will now take my leave and cry into my cheerios. Tomorrow I will pick myself up, dust myself off, hold my head high and push through whatever life throws my way next. I am haileymotherfuckingpillerdizzle, and I can do this.
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