I have no fucking clue what I am watching on TV right now. Some dude with a gay ass british accent that looks like a total doucher. Im laying in bed listening to my husband snore. I'm actually going to miss his snoring. We have our nightly routine now. At about 9-10pm we come upstairs and hide out in our room. Watch tv for a few, then Case starts snoring and I pick up my books. Sometimes I like to mix it up though and sit at my desk working on designs or just talking to all my e-friends all night.
Tonight I poured my heart out to my friends and my mom about how worried I am about what the next year will hold. Casey and I have been through SO much shit together, I know we are going to make it through this just fine. I trust him and he trusts me, and that's important for making it work through a deployment. I know that we love each other and we will both do whatever we have to to make things work. I've had several friends lately decide to divorce. It makes me sad, but at the same time, this lifestyle is not an easy one. Kudos to a couple of my good friends for sucking it up and keeping their heads held high and working through things when it would just be easier to wash their hands and walk away. You two know who you are. I am proud of you and the attitudes you have about life! I also like yer bewbs.
Anywho, I guess this would fall under the heading of another sentimental blog. I am thankful for all the people I have in my life to listen to me whine about how much I am going to miss my husband. It's been almost 3 years and we have made it through SO much drama its not funny. We have never been apart for long, so this will be a first. I do have faith that we will be just fine though.
This is me, making my fairytale come true. I sit here for hours each night and my mind races. I watch casey sleep and wonder how I got so fucking lucky. It's certainly not because I have always had good karma. That bitch has nailed me a couple of times.
I almost started this sentence with anywho, but I realize I already did that once. So, um...yeah. Idk. I guess its time for me to lay down and go the fuck to sleep. Speaking of, if you are a parent and you struggle with getting your child to sleep, I highly recommend reading Go The Fuck To Sleep. It'll give you a good giggled and let you know you aren't alone.
Tip of the day:
Clothes don't make the person, but being nakes will get you arrested.
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