What is it you're supposed to do when life hands you choices, and all of them are basically just shit? Pick the lesser of the evils and hope it works out the best?
I never thought that I would find myself even facing these choices. I never would have thought that I would wind up having to make the decisions I have had to make in the past three years. While those were hard enough, the latest and greatest is even worse.
What if I want to say screw it and just do what I wanna do? I wish it was so easy.
No one will ever understand the pain that I have felt every day since new years of '10. I use sarcasm to deflect anyone from getting close enough to know how much I hurt, as I am sure you will see in later posts (assuming anyone ever reads this).
No matter the choices I make today in this situation, they will all affect my son tomorrow. Maybe not tomorrow per se, but they will affect him at some point in the future. I know that it is inevitable for some hurt feelings to come of any decision I make, but which decision will be worth the hurt? How do you decide that one?
First rambling post has been successful. I enjoy getting my thoughts down, and kudos to anyone who reads this.
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